The End of the World

I have come to a decision.

I have spent the passed week and a half alone, and I think, losing my mind. It has been tough to live on canned food, and tougher to sleep with the knowledge that I am surrounded by things that want only to eat me, or at least that is what I think they want. But the toughest thing of all is that I've been apparently stranded alone in what is left of the world that I know. That loneliness has driven me to not write, and do little else but survive in the most basic of ways.

Despite the fact that I was scarred to even go down stairs only a week ago, I have found myself sitting outside of the room where I have locked one of those things up. Listening to its banging and moaning, and often time it's silence.

Perhaps I am only hearing what I want to hear, but it seems to me that the zombie is not just moaning gibberish, and although I do not understand a word that comes from it's mouth, I do think it's trying to communicate. And of course I still can not let go of the idea that it was in fact sleeping.

I have also come to the realization that rescue is not coming, and I will only be left with what I choose to do with the remainder of my living days. I know that I once said I would document what was happening to the world. And although I realize that there may be no one left to even read what I am writing, I will continue to do that in the only way I can think. I will release the zombie, and I will follow him. I will see what he does, and where he goes and attempt to document that to the best of my abilities. Because as of know I think there is more to this creature than past popular culture has said. To be honest I hope to find that it is nothing more than a brain dead human eater, because I find the alternative to be unsettling. But I have realized I will either sit here wasting my days away or I could go risk, which is essentially a worthless existence, to find out what these creatures are.

Of course this will take some planning, and time to put together the supplies to do this. And I'm not sure at the moment how I will continue this blog while I do this, but I will figure it out. So at the moment I will leave you with this decision, and begin putting the plan into affect.